Where has all my motivation gone?
Here I am sat in the basement supposed to be writing an essay, when here I am writing to you and helping my friends cook lasagna. I just can't seem to be motivated to do anything for school anymore. The homework keeps piling up, yet I don't seem to be fazed. Why though? That is what I don't understand. It is not like I don't like what I am doing, I do. It is just I don't see a point in what I am doing. Maybe I am just not seeing the results that I want. I feel that I am not really doing anything productive academic wise with my life at the moment. I am enjoying other things in life, like being with friends and being involved in things on campus outside of the academic realm. I mean that is all well and good, but I do need to motivate myself academically, because if I don't then the whole point of me being here will be pointless. If anybody has any ideas be sure to let me know!